BERTA'S BABY

i am hurting emotionally. my grandma made me feel special and wonderful i prayed to god that nothing would ever happen to her then she came down with stage 4 small cell lung cancer i felt like the world put a wedge between my grandma and i it kept getting wider as the cancer progressed and then on the morning Sept 8 at 3:42 her heart wasn't beating she died i was officially alone and homeless can some one help me get past the hurt and emotional pain