2 years ago, I went through a horrible divorce. My wife, at the time, was having an affair. I didn't understand it and couldn't cope with it. We had moved to Ohio together to be closer to her family for help with our twin daughters. I'm from Florida. I left and moved back to Florida after months of trying to reconcile, but watching her get sucked deeper and deeper into the affair. I still talk to my girls almost every day and Skype with them occasionally, but I'm overwhelmed by guilt and grief from time to time and I have no outlet to let it out. It's been 2 years and I still have dreams and nightmares about "what if" scenarios. If I'd done better. Or more. If we didn't move to Ohio in the first place. I feel so isolated.