Peter11

We fought her cancer by trying to put one good minute next to another good minute, and tried to make a good hour, and tried to put the hours together to make a good day. I keep telling myself that I am doing this for her, but each thought brings more grief. I am unable to eat.

I have very recently lost my world. My beautiful sweetheart has lost her battle with cholangiocarcenoma which is bile duct cancer. She was so brave and she was my entire world. She completed me and made me whole, and now I am broken without her. She was the best parts of me. I told her we would do this together, and now there is only me. I have failed her. I am lost, and nothing is familiar to me. I know in my mind much of this is grief, but I will never be able to be a whole person again. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to post here, but I read several posts and they shared many of the feelings that I am having.