Hi, Laurie...I lost my husband/best friend in Feb of this year. We knew each other since middleschool . Together for 34yrs and the pain seems to be getting worse. The tears come more everyday, I have trouble explaining this to those that are fortunate to still have their spouses. I feel like Im suffocating sometimes. I have tried online dating but feel I'm too much to deal with since I'm a widow not a divorcee. It seems so unfair but it is true. Also being preyed upon by men that go after your vulnerability is horrible. It is a very cruel world out there sometimes. I never thought Id be back into this dating game again in my lifetime. I am only 54yrs old and I agree the silence and loneliness is torture sometimes. Thank you for you post because it truly hit home with me. I know we will all make it through this put places like this help tremendously. I will be continuing on this journey with the help of others and my children & grandchildren but I pray I will find peace and someone to enjoy the rest of my life with. I will also continue to read the posts from here to help me. Thank you again and may you find happiness also.
JACKIE
