What happened: At 45, John died suddenly, he was out setting up a deer hunting stand with his friend, he complained of heartburn and his arms hurting, they headed back to town. Then his arms went numb, and then he collapsed. Within a few minutes they were at our house we got him on the ground and I started CPR. EMTs, medics, DR at ER did everything and he was gone. My husband, best friend, father of my boys was gone.
I have already asked for a VA psych consultation waiting to hear from them. A friend sent me the seasons of grief book and I am reading it.