Thank you for your kindness and understanding. I'm taking it moment by moment. I do fairly well and then I see something or think about something that triggers a tender place in my heart for the love I shared and received from Latte. I've never experienced this significant amount of grieve in my entire life. Maybe it's because I'm realizing my mortality or the fact I nearly lost my mom to cancer this past year and my husband is currently fighting cancer. I'm not sure. One thing I do realize is how powerful love is and how precious time and what we do and who we spend our time with really matters. I'm so grateful I found this community