On April 6, 2003, my 6 year old son Cody Spencer Cobb, was hit by a 47 year old woman who was driving 55-60 mph. He was with his 16 year old brother and his girlfriend. We live on 2 acres in the country. Cody never wanted to leave the property because he was scared of the "big road". My oldest son also knew not to take his younger brother off the property. My 16 yr old didn't listen that day.(we believe he was showing off in front of his new girlfriend) He took his little brother up to the "big road". Now, this is the part that we are having a hard time dealing with- We were told by my 16 yr old and his girlfriend that my 16 yr old had a hold of Cody'd hand and as they were crossing the road, Cody slipped out of his hand and was then hit by the SUV. I have been having these "visions and dreams about what happened that day. In these visions, I see my 16 yr old having a hold of Cody's hand pulling him across the street as Cody tries to go back because he doesnt want to be up there and he's pulling on my 16 yr old telling him no, no, no, then he gets hit...(I've also been seeing the impact which I was not there when this happened) Can someone help me understand why Im having these visions and how do I handle this grief that is so overwhelming? Thank you for listening to me- It is greatly appreciated!
