Kathy1951

Thank You Kayc, I will give this a try.

Kayc, I am trying to let go of this Guilt, I know only time will help -- But I will never forget.

Kayc,  Thank you so much, & God Bless you.  I know it will take time- but oh my God- all I can see is my beautiful cat.  My heart goes out to you with such an experience that you had with your sweet Fluffy. I don't know how you made it.  Thank you for the web site also I am going right now to the article. I know Marty & you are right It was an accident, I would never have hurt her or any Animal as far as that goes. It just really breaks my heart.  Again Thank You for your comforting words.

Thank You so Much Marty T. I really appreciate your kindness. I will read through some of the other post. 

On 4-25-2017-- I killed my cat--Can't stop crying-- Feel so guilty
 Loss power due to weather--Trying to get ready in the dark for work. My Sweet 13 year old cat wanted to eat. I placed her food in her plate next to my laundry room ,Like I have done daily as a morning ritual.  She was eating.Told my husband , I was off to work & I had cracked the front door open so that Pippy could come out when she wanted-- Like I have always done,& to make sure he closes the door when he left for work & make sure she was inside. I went out an stared my Jeep & proceeded to pull off, When I heard & felt this stomach sickening THUD!!  I got real sick at my stomach & my Heart dropped. I stopped immediately & got out to see what happened, Checking the driveway & under the Jeep I saw nothing, everything was clear. I proceeded to work but still had this awful feeling in the pit of my stomach. My husband called & Told me I had killed my cat-- MY SWEET PIPPY.   I cried all day long at work, with drawn, Not productive at all,wasn't allowed to leave work. I finally made it home -- All I can see no matter which room I go to-- Is my sweet Pippy with this special Meow she had & her quivering tail she would always demonstrate.  CAN'T QUIT CRYING-- WHY OH WHY DIDN't I look before pulling off-- You see my Vet had said  that my sweet cat had become ?deaf, I am so GUILT STRICKEN!!   Can't eat & I can't sleep. HOW WILL I EVER COPE!! I KEEP RE LIVING this day, WHY DIDN'T I LOOK!!!-- MY SWEET PIPPY I MISS YOU SO-- She would sleep at the foot of ny bed overnight,sometimes she would get beside me-- & sometimes I would have to make her get back at the foot of the bed-- I would start coughing--?Allergies --Maybe her cat dander. Oh MY God I am so SORRY!!