gypsyheart95

My mother beaten and strangled to death by my ex step father on Dec. 5 2009. He’s been in prison going on 7 years. People always say that it’ll get easier and that I will have days where it doesn’t cross my mind but the truth is that there is not one single day of my life that my mother doesn’t sit in the back of my mind.. I miss her more than any words could describe. There are days I need her so bad when I just don’t know what to do and I know she would that. It’s the most horrible feeling. She was stolen from me, ripped from my life. And at the worst age possible, 14. I needed her more than ever at that age.. But it has inspired me to become a detective.. so in a way I guess I drew some good from the wicked evil acts done upon my mother.. by channeling my pain and anger and my now lizard brain into a career..