Almost 2 years sense I lost the love of my life. Grief comes in waves strong unrelenting waves...
Been a hard week though Holidays always suck 😕 I miss him so much...I miss everything!
I miss sex, and holding hands, and someone to eat with and go to the movies, I miss his laugh and smile and inside jokes and someone to talk to and kiss goodnight. I miss turning over at night and feeling his strong arms next to me. I miss feeling safe, I miss his stupid jokes, and his endless talking about music. I miss the way he laid his head in my lap and playing with his hair. I miss feeling alive I miss not worry about people dieing all the time, I miss days where I didn’t cry I don’t even remember the last time I had a whole day without crying. I miss sleeping. I miss his presence it was so peaceful.
