I bottle fed a tiny lost kitten for three weeks, it was going well I thought, and the crate she slept in, well it was a plastic box, and her last night the lid whiCh normally sat loosely on the top with rags and a blanket looped over the side creating gaps ...well that lid was still too snug ...or maybe she aspirated some milk while I was feeding her, but she wailed horribly and I rushed her to the vet but she had a collapsed lung so the vet gave her the green dream, which I wished she’d given me. I loved that kitten, but I was too careless, and I don’t know how I can expect the privilege of having another, I feel like I don’t deserve to live.
