Moon95

Thank you, I will read through everything

Hi, I'm in my mid 20's and just lost my single parent mother unexpectedly, I knew the night before that it wasn't good but I didn't expect it that night if anytime soon. I've never faced a loss before and I've gotta say it's not easy, I'm posting here because I want to try and understand what's going on in my own head, some days I feel like I can get up and play videogames but moments will hit me regardless, in terms of work I've been lucky enough to have a very lenient boss but I need to go back into it for my own self, I work in telesales and when I try to pick up the phone I have absoloutely no motivation, no mojo, no sales skill where prior to this I was pretty good. I know it's just in my own mind but I was wondering if anyone here knows how to sort of overcome that kind of thing or when it will go away. I know it helps to talk to friends and let it out and I've done that a lot over the last 2 weeks. Or if any one knows any general things that help. Thanks