TheBear

Thankyou all.  I am beginning to find out that is is really necessary for me to talk about this. It seems to be the only way at this point for me to really feel what has happened. One day at a time. yes

6 weeks ago I lost my wife, Leslie, to cancer.  I miss her so much.  I feel lost without her.  I depended on her being there. I am doing all the things I am supposed to. Exercising, getting together with friends, seeking out ways to express my grief.  It helps when I am in those moments, but when I am alone it hurts so much. We were married 53 years and went "steady" for 8 years before that.  It was love at first sight when we met in high school. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do.  I am emotionally unstable off and on.  Meaning I cry.  I wll forever love her.  I sure hope this gets better.