I can’t stop crying. Our 4 month old kitten died last night. I accidentally killed him in the dryer. I swore that I had checked to make sure he wasn’t there since I had just taken him back to my room. After a bit I am calling him and he wasn’t coming. I started checking all the rooms and closets and then I ran for the laundry room. I tried to give him cpr but it was too late. I can’t sleep or stop crying. I feel so guilty, he was such an good kitty. His name was Otis, but we called him Odie. I feel so bad, it’s like a bad dream and I want to wake up. I don’t know what to do besides cry and be mad at myself. The what if’s are killing me.
