I am having a terrible time dealing with this grief...all I can see when I lay down is my Tootsie suffering and begging for water...I had to stop giving her water, it was making her throw up everytime. She had stopped eating Sat. completely, but had been in the animal hospital for 5 days prior to that...the vet just sent her home because there was nothing else he could do for her..she had resistant diabetes. I was trying so hard to get her to eat...she would drink water for 5 minutes at a time...after a couple of days without eating she threw up everything. I can hear her whining, wanting to get out of my room and either go outside, or drink water...I was up with her all night..then I knew I couldn't stand seeing her suffer any longer. When will I ever get through this..seeing her suffer so much...she was the light of my life....I'm so lonesome without her. I can't eat...nothing tastes good.
