My life changed forever. My husband was in a head on collision with a VA Medivac and died instantaneously. I am only 33 and he was 38. We have 4 children ages 12,10,3 1/2 and 13 months. We were married for 14 years. I honestly don't know how I've made it over that last 9 weeks. I miss him SO VERY MUCH! My heart is aching and I really don't know how to cope. I just got in with my therapist today which was good but I left there feeling like I was hit by a MAC truck. I feel like I'm still so deep in grief right now that I can't do anything. I think about the accident constantly. I think about his poor crushed body. And I obsess if he saw the van coming and what his last thoughts were. Does this get better? I mean really? Does it ever get better this grief? How do you make it better?????
