On April 29th 2003, I lost the 2 most important people in my life. My mom (44) and my baby sis (17), they died from a horrible car wreck. It has now been a little over two months since this has happened, and everyone keeps telling me it will get easier. I still cry all the time and feel as if I am lost in time. Days go by and I still do not understand where it all went.. I wrote a check a couple of days ago and dated it April 29th.. In my mind I cannot believe it really happened. I don't understand how anyone can tell me that when I talked to my mom on her cell phone, and we hung up that 4 mins after that she was gone.. How can that be the last time that I will ever talk to my mom or my sister. I watched cops last night and cried though the whole thing, here is these people that have went to jail 4 or 5 times, outrunning the cops, they hit a wall and come out with just a broken foot.. I do not understand why God chooses someone like my mom and my sister and leaves all these people who spend their whole life doing wrong.. My mom went to work everyday and lived her life for her family, did right for everyone, alot of times she got used because she was soo good to everyone.. My sister.. well she was the normal 17 year old, she was going through her life and finally starting to get her emotions sorted out.. She was a good kid. The story I tell everyone now to try to make everyone see the kind of person my sis was is "My mom and my sis and me were walking in California (just got off the Judge Judy show) We were out sight seeing, my feet started to hurt, I had on a cheap pair of 10 doller shoes, My sister stopped in the middle of the road and untied her 80 doller pair of shoes, took them off and said Here take mine.. She took my junky shoes and gave me her brand new pair" To me that day was special and it ment eveything to me when she did it.." Ok I am going to sign off now, sorry I had tell someone my story, and I really belive it is helping me just remembering the good times.. Hopefully someone else will share something about their loved one..
