Hi Kelly. Thank you so much for being compassionate about my baby. I felt that I might find other people in my predicament here. I am so sorry for you and your Maria. It is just the most horrible feeling in the world to lose these animals. I just had to tell my sister today that I am still EXTREMELY upset over the loss of Pepper and that I still don't sleep well. I have to admit, it was a little"discouraging" to hear that it's been over 2 years since you lost her and it still hurts so bad. I am 36 years old and without children so this is the closest thing I have to a child and I am devastated.I don't think you were rambling at all. I can only imagine the love you had for her. Thank you again, Misty Hi Maylissa. First off thank you for being understanding about my Pepper. I am so sorry for the loss of both of your babies, Nissa and Sabin.It must have been hard for you to lose both of them, as you obviously love them so much!I don't think I have ever loved anything in my life as much as I have loved Pepper. I am still having a hard time here and am looking to all of you for guidance. I don't feel like my life will ever be the same again without him.Misty