SewJazzy

Waabzy, I'm very happy for you! Yukon sounds like an answer to a prayer. Good Luck and let us know how it goes!

Thank you both so much for taking time out of your busy days to offer your support, knowledge, and advice. We did find out yesterday that the Feline Leuk test came back negative. I'm greatly releived, and yet upset at the same time. The reason I'm upset is that (1) I feel like a lot of un-needed pain and suffering was added at an allready unberable time, and (2) If it wasn't Feline Leuk then what the heck was wrong with my baby? She has always been perfectly healthy, and completely in-doors. This came on so suddenly... I still can't quite beleive that she's gone. I also want to let anyone that responds to my post know that it may take me awhile to reply. My youngest daughter was admitted to the hospital tonight. She's being treated for a major depressive disorder. Any of you out there who beleive in prayer or can find the time to send some good thoughts our way...I'd be deeply appreciative.

Yesterday I lost a dear member of my family. Gizmo came into my family 10 years ago when I fostered her mother and littermates. When the rest of the kittens went up for adoption I could not part with my beautiful little grey Giz. Now she's gone and I'm lost. Gizmo was sick for one week with some type of infection. She did not respond to the antibiotics the vet gave her I.V., went into septic shock and was euthanized at 4:45 p.m. The vet suspects Feline Leukemia is the cause. Now I'm not only out of my mind with grief, but I'm terrified that I'm going to loose my other 5 cats. At this point I can't even allow myself time to grieve because I am trying to help my two heartbroken daughters deal with their pain. (They do not know about the possibility of the other cats being infected.) On top of everything I have midterms this week and a job. I'm scared to death, heartbroken, and have no idea what to do next. Maybe tomorow will be better. I should have the test results at least and know for sure what I'm dealing with. God I wish I could sleep.....