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It's been almost 2 years now & I am still grieving over my pets. Not the ones that died, the ones I gave away. I hate myself for turning my back on them. I had lots of pigs & chickens, ducks & goats too. I built a small petting zoo on my property. Anyways, the guilt has kept me from moving on. I have been in denial that I was/am still in depression. I covered up w/ mislc. stuff to keep my thoughts busy. I cry about music, so I haven't listened to a single song in almost 2 years, commercials bring tears, and I'm just now seeing that I am still depressed. I have been taking anti-depressants for many years. Can anyone help?
Thanks,
Kiki
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It's been almost 2 years now & I am still grieving over my pets. Not the ones that died, the ones I gave away. I hate myself for turning my back on them. I had lots of pigs & chickens, ducks & goats too. I built a small petting zoo on my property. Anyways, the guilt has kept me from moving on. I have been in denial that I was/am still in depression. I covered up w/ mislc. stuff to keep my thoughts busy. I cry about music, so I haven't listened to a single song in almost 2 years, commercials bring tears, and I'm just now seeing that I am still depressed. I have been taking anti-depressants for many years. Can anyone help?
Thanks,
Kiki
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It has been over a year now & I can't move on. I stay locked in the house and never open the blinds or look outside. I do not want to see my farm where my babies (pets) used to be before an attack from a wild dog. I won't get too graphic here. I am just having so much trouble "living" again.
Thanks 4 reading this,
Kiki
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I have yet to hear back from you after emailing my "story".
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I am so sorry for your loss. May God ease your pain and fill your heart w/ warm memories.
Kiki
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I am needing support for pet loss, but I don't want to upset anyone. It is a "mercy killing". I shall await your response.
Thanks,
Kiki & Kids
I Have No Life
in General Grief & Loss Topics
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Thanks for your reply & suggestion. I am aware of the fact that when thoughts of my animals enter my mind, I quickly focus on something else. Since that, I have become rather cold and distant from anyone. Do not want to get close to anyone or anything at all. Sorry for taking so long to reply.
Thanks Again,
Kiki