Nikki and Diron, Thank you , I am sorry It took so long for me to write back. I was injured in the accident, Thank God for helmets! Just a broken left wrist (now with hardware) and a dislocated right shoulder, and when I get upset I work around the house and I think I over did it again. My husband's name is Robert and we met on a blind date, a year later we married. We have Three children, two girls and a boy. We have Three Granddaughters, 12,7,1. We also have his son from a previous Marriage (I love him as if he were mine) and two Grandsons 7,1. We Lived in Phoenix until we moved to Hereford, AZ about six years ago. What a change, Now we live on 4 acres and its so quiet outside you can hear a pin drop. Sometimes I get mad about him not being hear, the kids are grown the youngest is 21. This was to be OUR TIME to be together and do what we wanted to do. Marriage takes work and a lot of it. You go through the times when you don't think you even like him, let alone love him, then he looks at you a certain way, or does something stupid and makes you laugh then It hits you Just how much you do love him. More than you ever thought it was possible to love someone. I feel like I got cheated. I'M MAD. We were planning a trip to Disneyland this October, with all the kids and grandkids. Robert was so excited about going he was like a little kid again( It's been 20 years since we were their together ).He would kept me up at night talking about what he wanted to see and do. Sometimes think I should stay home, but I know he would be mad if I did. Its going to hurt either way.