I AM SORRY VERY SORRY ABOUT YOUR LOSS OF YOUR MOM. I ALSO LOST MY MOM A MONTH AGO. MY HUSBAND IS ALSO VERY SUPPORTIVE but doesnt understand everything that i am going through. I cry alot still and also feel so alone. I feel so sad alot. Sleeping for me is hard if I wake up in the middle of the night I start thinking about her last days which is what I think about alot. Her death was expected but came within a few days. I am the only child and dont have any siblings to turn to. i wish you the best of luck.
