Loss Of A Parent

[JBeatrice]

Hi Everyone I am on this site.

A year ago my dad was told he had acute leukymia and had 3 - 6 months.

He was told this the day before 3 years of my mothers passing away.

Two weeks later my dad passed away on January 17th in 2007.

I had been doing good until recently.

I can barely talk about my dad, and look at a picture of him and I start to cry again and cannot stop.

I am crying while I am typing this message.

My psyciatrist won't put me on an antidepressent but has upped one of my medications and I don't think it is going to do anything. I was told if it got worse to go back and to see him.

I miss my dad terribly and we were so close.

My dad worried about me when he was gone.

I was always his sick little girl and I still have health problems

I don't know what else to say except I can't stop crying and can't go on like this..The problem is also that I am depressive.

Thanks for reading this and I hope I haven't rambled on too much.