When Things Pile Up......

[eldersister]

I divorced 4 years ago. I never expected to do that. I thought it was a forever thing. But there were only a couple things that could have made me do it, and he did it. And took off leaving me with bills, and my anger and frustration, and saddness and embarassment....

Today would be my wedding anniversary. I didn't even notice it until I wrote the date on a form at work. And I cried. I cried because my brother died a month ago, my ex-husband cheated on me and I divorced his cheating butt 4 years ago, and my mother has been gone 7 years now.....and today would have been my wedding anniversary.

So I cried for my brother, and for my mother, and for myself....feeling very abandoned today. But I worked hard on projects all day, and took care of business. I got through the day.