pauline

It is 3 months now that Mom is gone, I was lucky to have been able to say good bye to my Mom. I was there by her bed side and was able to tell I loved her and that it was alright, that there were peoople there to help her cross over and that they were waiting for her. But Inside of me I thought that this cannot be happening even though I told her good bye. I feel that she is in my heart and my memory and so it is true we never say good bye. Jackie Lueders

I was finally getting around to putting things in the cedar chest that my mom had left me and putting away some personal things when I ran across this,Moms Handa My hands have rown older through the years,and they have wiped many tears. They held you when you were young and wiped a tear to keep you strong. So, hang this on your wall to view. Remember I will always love you! I cried alot that day, and I think I finally realized that even though mom is gone her love is still with me buried deep in my heart.

Vicky, I can understand, I am tired of being tired, and hope that some day soon this feeling of being tired, alone and lost will soon work its way out of me. Some times it helps me if I pray, and sometimes it helps if I talk to my mom. I will remember you in my prayers. Since I have found this site I feel I have a connection out there. Pauline

After mom passed away, my thought was when was the last time Itold her that I loved her, we were very close, so hopefully she knew this. I was with her when she passed. she was sick and Ithought she would bounce back as she had in the past but it was not meant to be. Mom was 82 and will be gone a month the 25, Iknow at the time Iheard what the doctors were saying but I dont think you are ever prepared to lose you mom. Pauline

I am new at this, so please be patient with me. My mother pass on and it will be a month the 25 of this month. I am finding it hard, it is as if I am in a dream and I keep waiting to wake up and it will all be as it was before. I have such a lost feelng inside and it still hurts, we were very close and I took care of her and her needs and her death was totally unexspected. Right now my apartment is a mess, I have not been to church and I just dont feel like being around people. Will this ever pass, and my life will be as it was.