Dear people,thank you for undrestanding, and thank you for being here... These days I fealt a little bit better, stoped crying every night.I have much to study, so I forget myself from time to time... In two days it will be 3 months since he is gone, the emptiness is still here,today I gaved my friend who has a dog, Bili's shampoo, that made me very sad... I miss him so much, and I have so much love that was always for him, and now there is no one to give it to, so my heart feals so empty and so heavy at the same time... I was thinking, maybe he will come to me in some other form, meybe he is reincarnated... maybe he is a beautiful butterfly, or a dolphin, or a boy... I hope we will meet some day, if not here then somewere else, hope to see him on a Rainbow Bridge...