kimi

Wow that is so beautifully well said cheryl thank you hope I can be happy one day agaib soon

Hi I have been thinking about it,but im so scared,its been three yrs. now and im so lonely and depressed,I hope one day I can be happy again.

Thank you so much its the worst year of my life it has to get better and yes ill let you know results hopefully it will be next week,thank you and God B less -kimi

Thank you so much it means so much to have all these caring people here who we have not met its amazing and i thank you for the support and God BLESS YOU AS ILL PRAY FOR YOU TOO.kimi

Thank you deborah I pray for God to give me the strength everyday.God Bless you-kimi

Can you please keep my daughter in your prayers I cant believe this just lost my husband 6 months ago and now they found a mass in my 30 yr.old daughters breast she is having biopsy on thursday.Im so glad I have you all here for me ,and everyone going through this my prayers are with you all,I pray and tell God please dont give me too much to handle im still not over my husband and now this,thank you all for listening-kimi

Hi Linda im somewhat like you not going to the stores im not putting up tree this year its too hard,it was my sons bday the 30th of this month and it was so hard to just put from mom he opened it and both of us had tears,his dad always signed it and dated it.I wasnt gonna do thanksgiving either but my son said wheres the turkey so i just bought a tiny boneless one it was so different and we didnt eat in dining room,we havent since my husband passed in june,We just have to take baby steps but its hard.God bless you-kimi

THANK YOU SO MUCH I WILL HAVE IT CHECKED,I HAVENT JOURNALED YET BUT I WILL SOON GOD BLESS AND TAKE CARE XXXXXXXX-KIMI

Hi I was just wondering if anyone has had shaking with their hands?tossing and turning all night in bed,its been almost 6months every morning im shaky with my hands and sometimes my body is shaky when laying down.I miss my husband so much its so unfair why me.us,my son gets upset cause he sees my hands shaking and tells me not to drink coffee but i only have 2 c.then cereal for breakfast,please let me know if this is normal thank you all for listening.my prayers are with you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx-kimi

http://widowsvoice-sslf.blogspot.com/2009/11/when-there-are-no-thanks-to-be-given.html Boo oh my gosh that really had me in tears thank you so much for sharing that as this will be our first holiday without my husband,I cant imagine ever wanting to celebrate,I hope one day we can be happy and celebrate,thank you so much lots of hugs -kimi

Thank you so its just gonna be hard cause the grandkids will be asking for papa,i know ill be upset to see them without their papa,it will be tough but i must see them,ill let everyone know how it went when i get back on the 4th.

Hi IM going to san diego to see my grandkids and family,I really havent been anywhere it will be my birthday too so I will ask God to give me the strength to do this,im flying for 6days,wish me luck,thank you all for your support im so happy I found this group.God Bless you all as we go through this rough journey.

Deborah I know what you mean I lost my husband 4 months ago to this monsterous disease its so unfair,I keep thinking about the hospital too how he wanted to come home,but we need to think of all the happy times too,I know its so hard I just ask God to give me the strength everyday!God Bless you-kimi

Thank you Kathy yes like you I havent been able to listen to the radio either or watch our sports,We went to mayo clinic to for short time,our insurance didnt cover but anyways we had dr.castle.Take care and let me know how you are too!

Thank you sherry and I am so sorry about your losses to, my heart goes out to you and everyone else going through this,