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Dear One, I can feel the anguish and pain in your post, and I'm so very sorry for your losses. You have found your way to a very safe and compassionate place. As you feel ready to do so, I hope you'll feel free to share more of the details of your story with us. We are here for you, all bound by the common experience of grief, so you don't have to travel this journey alone.

Thank you for your compassion. I really don't know which board I should be on as my sister is dead ,my niece is dead ,my mother is gone and my father died today. I have also had many beloved pets die in a two year period. My Mom died two years ago --- she had a stroke and I thought this was the end of my world ,then this Spring my niece and my sister were murdered --- It is difficult at best to talk about that event --- I think I am going to break and never be able to fix myself --- then today my Dad died. As I said, I have also had so many pets die lately that I think I can't go on anymore. I really can't stand much more. Thank you for listening.

I'm not sure how to start. I needed to talk to people that have been through loss. I can't seem to find any soalce --- I cry all the time and I feel so guilty. My sister was such a loyal, loving mother and friend and wife. She was only 46 on the day her life and that of her daughter , [my niece ] ended. It is also the day my life went with her and my niece. Somedays I just want to give up --- except for the fact there is another to look after I would probably end it all. I can't do that to my remaining niece --- she has been through too much to lose another family member. I am filled with hate and neverending pain --- I really don't know where to turn . I'm sorry for downloading on all of you ---I know you all have losses as great as mine ---- Thank youfor letting me 'speak'.

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