Hi bill, this is my first post just registered after reading a few posts. I lost my beloved husband on may 18 which is the very day of your original post. still raw and have a very long lonely road ahead but I think it will help to share with you and others going through the same thing. June 21 would have been our 30 year wedding anniversary. we were soulmates and shared everything. So lost now and am crying as I type this. We had so many wonderful years together and I feel blessed to have had those years but also feel robbed of any hope of true happiness in the future. my husband was such a kind, generous, and compassionate man whom I loved with all my heart. My children, parents, friends have been wonderful but the one who was always been there for me is gone and all I can think is what am I supposed to do now?
