Leticia

Thank you Mary. I will definitely look up his website. that was very helpful to to me. love Letty

Hi Natasha. You know I know a little about anxiety. I had to see my Dr. this was before my dad passed away. I guess i sensed it. that's how close we were. I was starting to lose it. every time i left my parents house, as soon as i shut the door i would lose it. so when i broke down with my dr. he prescribed me Zanax. He thought it would help. well it is in a way. It helps me from getting hysterical. I mean it's a suggestion. If you have a Dr. stay connected to get the help you need. it is easier said than done. Try not to be alone much I know our parents wouldnt want that for us. I'm really happy you have family and friends to help you. I personaly feel that my mom is taking it better than I am. I cant go see her every day because i dont want to break down in front of her and make her sad, but i 'm feeling guily about that also. I dont want her to think i love her any less than my dad. It's so hard to explain and i like you have my spurts of crying just at any time. well Natasha until next time. and yes Day by day.

Natasha I'm so sorry to hear about your mom. It is so sad to lose a parent. I lost my dad a few weeks ago. I know how you feel when people ask you how are you doing? like me at work? It's like how do you think I'm doing?!!! But i know they're only trying to help. I will keep you in my prayers.

Hello My name is Leticia. I live in Surprise AZ. I recently lost my dad to bone marrow cancer. My dad was 80 years old and lived a wonderful life until this cancer. We come from a large family of 9 kids. I'm second to the youngest. I also feel like I was the closest to him. I know everyone deals with death in their own way, but instead of getting easier to deal with, it seems to be getting harder. Instead of remembering the good times more than the bad, it keeps coming back on how sick and thin and frail that he'd gotten. When i see my brothers and sisters laughing about something, i get upset, inside me i'm thinking did they already forget about dad? I know I shouldn't feel like that but I do.I was a daddy's girl though! How do you get over something like this? Recently, I'v been coming to my room just to spend time by myself. I don't want to be depressed. I just dont know what to do.