My mom died at 85 June 6 2013. I lived with her to take care of her. she had altimers she went to fast.i lived with her over 12 years to help her. she was my mom, my friend and teacher. I miss her so much.i woke up at 3.30 am crying, I cry everyday and want to be with her. 3 days later my brother died. me and my mom were so close. I can't live without her.i have to deal with it alone.my brothers out here don't call or come over, they have never cared about me. I call them they never call back. she was a wonderful women . I know she is in heaven. I feel I have no one. I am still in the house we shared just to many memories so I am looking for new place. some times I can't do anything, or I don't feel like eating. I really want her back. sometimes I think I see her or hear her.