Hello, I lost my husband of 34 years on 7/08/2015 due to complications from pneumonia. I never imagined when we went into the hospital that we would not return together. It has been a tough 6 months. I had a panic attack today that came out of nowhere. trying to cope and know that I am drinking to much. I can't sleep so the wine has been helping. He passed, I sold the house and moved out of Boston, Ma. to Wilmington, N.C. My family is here and they have been great, but I have lost my partner. Thanks for listening