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i'm sorry for your loss. Thank you for responding i am glad that there is some place to vent.

I lost my husband 4 months and 5 days ago. He was my best friend, soul mate and my everything. I am 48 and never thought that I would be a widow. Every day is difficult. I miss him every hour of every day and I talk to him often to get me through each day. I still feel him with me. I pray often for God to take some of this pain from me. We worked together as well and I think I went back to work to soon. I went from an independent dependable wife and mother to a women afraid of everything. So lost and i'm wondering what to do.

I was playing rummy with my Daughter and Son. I just broke down. My husband and I didn't even play cards. It's been 4 months and and 5 days since he went to be with the Lord and leaving me. I still feel like i'm lost and scared. I miss him every moment of every day.