Monnieloves

I'm sorry for your loss. My mother died over 10 years ago, I still miss her daily. I felt a numbness too, sort of like 'disbelief' as if I was watching myself from the outside in. My relationship with GOD was my only strength. I believe in life after death, so what energizes me is that I will see my mother again. I know Focus on the Family has counselors you can talk to free of charge (855-382-5433). I hope this helps you.