Namza

Hi my name is namza I just lost my mother few weeks ago on the 25/03/2020 after a long sickness. My man has been there for me through her sickness until her passing & I appreciated his support every moment. Since I came back from home I feel like he does not understand what I am going through even when I try to explain it to him & honestly I don't really expect him to fully understand. All I know is that this whole thing is very difficult for me one moment I am all good the next I am not. Week before I even ask him if sex is the only thing in his mind & he said no then that passed. Suddenly Sunday the conversation came again about sex sex sex & mind you we were in a very good mood since he came early hours of Friday, alright when this conversation came up I said to him Rato(Love) you make me feel as if sex is the main thing in our relationship because you have been bringing it up none stop, that makes me feel like you don't consider that I am going through grieving process. You will not believe when I say then he went and changed my whole statement & said I say his main focus in this relationship is sex, just imagine. I tried to explain myself countless times because I don't like bad vibes between us & especially in this difficult I feel fragile. He didn't get or atleast try to understand, he went ahead to tell me that everything he has done for me & we did together meant nothing to me. I said to him I never said I didn't recognize your being with me or what you have done, all I said is that you make me feel as if your main concern is sex & not considering that I am grieving. Guess what that caused me to get blocked & being told to get someone who would focus on me more than on sex, when tried again this morning to try & resolve