Just looking out at the trees swaying in a breeze is pleasant. Unfortunately, every time I feel like my mood may be lightening, I turn on the news to hear something that takes it down again. I think being isolated with this virus is a source of depression with seniors. I want to see positives since it will be five years in October that I lost my wonderful husband of fifty-five years. I cannot seem to get to a place where I feel “normal” as yet. I wonder if I ever will, but I do keep looking for positives to make my life meaningful again.