Thank you so much @kayc. It’s horrible to hear what you’ve gone through, life is so unfair. Pancreatic cancer really is one of the worst isn’t it.
I like the idea of writing a letter & burning it - I might give that a try.
tomorrow is the funeral, it feels like it’s taken so long to get here & to be honest I’m dreading it! I just feel so sad, and then guilty for being happy, it’s weird!
thank you for your kind words ❤️ If other people, like you, have gone through worse than what I am, I know I can manage it. I know my grampa would not want me to be sad. I’m going to carry his coffin tomorrow & I know he will be proud of me.