Bee1234

Hi ilayda. I’m just new to this group and I know you posted in May 2020. But I’ve just lost my grampa too and feeling the exact same way. just wanted to reach out and check how you were doing. Life can be so cruel and I hope you can remember the lovely memories you had with your grampa. That’s what I’m trying to do, as hard as it is. Xx

I don’t really know why I’m posting on a site where I don’t know anyone but sometimes it’s better to speak to strangers? I lost my grampa on 10 January 2021. He was fit, healthy but wasn’t feeling great over the Christmas period and we took him to a&e. They said he had pneumonia. A week later, after tests he was diagnosed with cancer in the pancreas that had spread and we never knew. I can’t tell you how heartbroken I am. He contracted covid and due to this i could not visit him. He passed away. I hate that it happened this way, and that I couldn’t say bye. It’s so unfair and crue