Hello everyone!
My beloved father, rip, passed away suddenly exactly last month. Ever since he passed, I have been weird. I cycle between periods of crying, sobbing, getting just teary eyed, or plain not feeling anything. The latter bothers me the most because it lasts the longest and makes me feel like I am betraying my father. We were close, lived together, have made great memories together. He had been a fantastic father and has sacrificed a lot for me. So, why am I not feeling the pain,or anything? I was by his side when he died, for two days and nights, without sleep, I