I am new to this group .....not even sure how to navigate it. My sister was diagnosed in 2018 with a rare and aggressive form of ovarian cancer. Had years of chemo but as this form is rare, there is practically not research/clinical trials to address it. She was recently told to consider hospice (in house). I'm heartbroken .....cant stop crying (and I was already grieving since 2018) . The grief overwhelms me....she is 5 years younger and I keep asking WHY WHY WHY??? My husband is supportive....has gotten used to see me crying out of the blue......emotional roller coaster I am. Even reading the posts set me off.....not sure if this site will even help but I can't get the grief under control. And when the time comes? Jeez . Her daughter is here , and my son, and we are all in this together (although I think my son is having a hard time as well but doesnt say)
Will try to get out today..maybe go to the gym . I'm a mess!
