I wanna say… a few days ago the same thing happened to me, we just got a few kittens, 2 in fact. Hiro and Asher, They were gorgeous and I loved them even though I only had them for a few hours. I was watching tv, while cuddling with Hiro, but was getting tired so I set the little girl in a cat bed off to the side and went to sleep… I think I should point out, I’m an extremely deep and restless sleeper, it takes forever and a lot to wake me up…. And these kittens love crevices, so… Turns out I should’ve listened to my brother, who told me to put my baby in her kennel when I went to sleep… but I was exhausted and completely forgot… and about 8 hours later when I woke up… I found my little baby, dead, under me…
I cried, nonstop, for hours and hours untill I eventually passed out from crying… it’s been about 2 or 3 days, and I understand that I couldn’t help it, but I still blame myself for it, and I think that’s alright, becoming numb to death… is not a good thing, so the fact that I still apologize… and will apologize for a long time from now to her brother, the other kitten we got, is currently all I can do, and I will do my best to keep the other one safe and give the other one all the cuddles I couldn’t give Hiro.
