I lost my partner on June 18th. I cry uncontrollably can't catch my breath. I wonder what I did wrong in life or what we did wrong to have her taken away from me. How does someone go into the hospital to get treated for cancer and dies from the treatment instead of the cancer. It hurts so much I want to be with her.
How do keep living when everything I do, and see reminds me my JoAnn. I sleep on the couch cause I cannot not go into any of the bedrooms I don't want to live without her. I was with her 24/7 in the hospital making sure they gave the appropriate medication, bed was clean, gotten up to help her breath, made sure she kept her oxygen on and suctioned when needed. So why was she taken from me. I feel like my heart is being ripped out of my chest!