Thank you all for sharing your stories, I admire the strength and perseverance that you all showed me. The thing that scares me is I feel like I am going to be this way forever, always thinking about what we missed together, or what could have been. It hurts so bad... and nothing can make it better. I keep hearing about, as time goes on it will get easier, its not getting easier, Im just ignoring it. I just want to see her again, touch her, kiss her, hug her, anything, to hear her. And to go the rest of my life knowing that will never happen is killing me inside.