Ms. Elizabeth, Thank you for being so kind. You seem to have a good loving heart and I have a feeling I'm not the only person to think so! I can't help but feel guilty but the guilt is overpowered by the love,laughs,goofiness, and headaches (haha) Drago gave me. He was a sweet soul. I agree with the advice you gave Mikey. It's hard to see a better way when you are in sorrowful despair and grief. I made a memorial to Drago and took all the pics I have of him and put some into frames and the rest into a photo album. I have everything--his pics, his ashes, his name tag, his papers, his paw print all together in my dining room so that my family and I have a place to go and think about him or cry or whatever. I don't know how long I will leave it there--I guess as long as it takes. I cannot replace Drago and I wouldn't even try. I hope to be able to open my heart to another husky at some time but right now it is just too painful. I have decided to get a husky from a rescue group instead of a breeder though. So many huskies are abused/discarded because they can be very high maintaince and super naughty. One day. This site has helped me so much and I just want to thank you and MIkey for the support. It has made this last week a little less dark.