evainefaye Posted May 11, 2006 Report Share Posted May 11, 2006 Well,I'm not even sure why I'm here other than I am overwhelmed with grief and the feeling of a need to talk about what I am feeling right now.Just over 12 hours ago my Pebbles, my sweet and loving companion of 14 years left me. I've spent moments crying and moments too numb to cry. When I cry I wish I could stop and when I am not crying I feel guilty for not crying.I never in my life could have imagined the feelings I am feeling now. I feel like part of me is gone. I wonder how I can go on without her, and how life can ever hold the same meaningI'm scared, frightened, sad, and alone. feel like most people don't understand how I can feel this over the death of an 'animal' as though its somehow less.My pebbles, was my daughter, my companion, and my friend. She was more than a four legged furry critter to me. I find myself with so many questions about having done the right thing for her, and where she might be now, if anywhere. My foundation has been rocked.I am sure these feelings will in time die down some and I'll be able to function. For right this moment, I just would rather have been the one to die.Goodbye my friend, fly with the angles that you were one of while here, and know that while I miss you terribly, you will always be with me in a very real sense.Love you sweetheartmommie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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