Missing My Little Bro During Special Times

[Nathans_sister]

My older brother's son was born June 24, 2010 (Which is also my older brother's birthday). It got me to thinking about my little brother, about how he never got to meet our neice and nephew; that they will only know their uncle is through other people's memories; they will only have other people beliefs that he would have loved them or loved to meet them.

I also got to thinking about what Ryan's (Ryan Dean Underwood: the Dean part is my little brother's middle name) life could be like AND all the things that people want for Ryan, but wonder will he have a full life like graduation from high school, a wife, kids, etc or whether something like what happened to my little brother could possible do the same to my nephew.

I guess that old stupid saying is true "The best laid plans of mice and men..."