rainie Posted October 22, 2010 Report Share Posted October 22, 2010 hi,, i've lost the two sons who loved me in word and deed..i know too well this thing called greif/beareavment... the last two weeks i've been obsessed..(i'm adhd/dyslexic also) anyway.. i know this behavior is part of my greif....i haven't even told my husb yet of this purchace i found a place to get the money and while he's outa town i'm purchasing the charms.... anyway.. somex's i can't help myself....i NEED to do these things to survive living here on planet earth without my two sons... can anyone relate to this?? am i just stil crazy with the greif if living the rest of my life without my sons??? i feel like a childless mother.. i am thankful for what i do have...yet NOTHING no NOTHING will EVER fill the gaping whole in my heart.. i am alone in my greif..not even my dear husb walks this road with me for they were his "step" sons and altho he cared about them...he still has his sons alive on planet earth.. thank'x for listening ,, rainie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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