jessiekay317 Posted January 9, 2011 Report Share Posted January 9, 2011 I lost my grandmother on August 21, 2009. It was the first person I had ever lost. She was my entire world. I had my crying and I had my pain. But it seemed too easy to move on. Like there was supposed to be more to it than what I had felt. Then about a month ago, I started feeling severely out of it. My lump of feelings turned out to be depersonalization. It was the scariest thing I had ever felt. It felt as though I wasn’t real. I stopped going to school and fell in a depression quickly. I stayed on the couch, and felt incredibly sick. My mom found this website. She said she wanted me to have an outlet and told me that it was a place I could talk about things like this. I asked her what she meant and she said she thinks this is my body’s way of grieving. Is this too long after her passing to count as grieving? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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