I can relate all too well dogs & all it has been 1 month since my beloved Ella passon I feel your despair Iam there Iam loking for help to get to some grief group or something I know I don't even want to make it & my heart is gone.BUT I must try to get help even when I don't feel like it-Im not sucidal but I don't want to or think I can but maybe that's why we were lead here??