TO ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE LOSS SOMEONE I'M SO SORRY. MY MOM PASSED AWAY ON MAY 24, 2009. I QUIT MY JOB TO TAKE HER OUT OF A NURSEING HOME, EVERY TIME I WENT TO VISIT HER IT WORK BREAK MY HEART TO SEE HER THERE. SHE WAS AT MY HOUSE FOR 2 MONTHS BEFORE SHE PASSED AWAY. THERE WERE THINGS THAT I DID FOR HER WHICH I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD DO FOR ANYONE. BUT WHEN THE TIME CAME I DID IT WITH OUT THINKING ABOUT IT. UP TO THE TIME SHE PASSED AWAY. I MISS HER SO MUCH, ALL I WOULD LIKE IS TO HAVE HAD MORE TIME WITH HER. I GO INTO HER ROOM AND SIT, BUT SHE NOT THERE. I LOOK AT THE DINNING ROOM TABLE A TO SEE HER HAVING COFFEE AND SHE NOT THERE. I LOOK IN THE LIVING ROOM TO SEE HER IN SHE CHAIR BUT SHE NOT THERE. I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO FEEL HER AND TO HAVE HER KISS ME ONE MORE TIME. ONE MORE SMILE. JUST A LITTLE MORE TIME. I'M 61 YEARS OLD, YOU WOULD THINK THAT I COULD UNDERSTAND DEATH. I HAVE AN OLDER SISTER WHO JUST KEEP SAYING MOM WITH OUR STEP-DAD SO SHE HAPPY NOW, SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL AND DOESN'T ASK. MY OLDER BROTHER IS TRYING TO LOOK OUT FOR ME. MY HUSBAND IS A GREAT GUY AND HELPED ME WITH MOM THROUGH EVERYTHING, I WOULDN'T HAVE MADE IT WITHOUT HIM. HE IS DOING HIS BEST FOR ME TOO. I HAVE GOOD DAYS AND I HAVE BAD DAYS AND TODAY IS A VERY BAD DAY FOR ME. I HAD TO START GOING THROUTH MY MOM'S PAPERS. I KNOW IN TIME THINGS GET BETTER, BUT FOR NOW MY HEART IS BROKEN INTO PIECES. THANKS FOR LETTING ME TALK JOAN