I recently watched my Soul Mate, my fiancee, my love, take his last breath after battling cancer for 18 months. He passed away peacefully in my arms on April 21, 2010. We were to be married June 7, 2010 in the forest , but pneumonia set in quickly and ended his life.
I am so heartbroken and don't know where to begin. My family has encouraged me to start over, move on, get over it, etc. To add to my heartache, my fiancee's family has turned against me as I left the house. I was not the POA upon his passing. I have a wonderful grief counselor thru Hospice of the Valley here in AZ, however, I have no one who understands this type of loss. I am feeling alone, numb, lost, and I cry often. My fiancee, Don , was only 47 yrs old, I am 48. He was the love of my life, and he told me I was his.